So Allegedly...
This one is especially for The Winner, Homewood Staff Involved and Homewood Administration. They have heard it all before but they are still "hiding" from me. It is about their righteousness. (sound familiar at all Jill H.?) Explain it to them D.T., You "winner" you. Do help me enlighten them all about your "special" training as you understand it. Let's show them why you decided you needed to look no further for understanding; why you decided you were finished.
You see folks, both D.T. and I know that all these word mean very different things depending upon, what you believe is going on, what you project into them, both from your own beliefs and in relation to what you see as the starting point. Now D.T. and I have both understood it basically since 95, except that it was 99 before I got all the rest of it. As long as the rest of you don't get it though, he is the "winner" of the game. Know what? I agree with ALL the words he uses above but from the other point of view.
Here's my point of view. See if you can find the "hidden" meaning in it you well trained idiot.
It is a lesson for the aggressor about his righteousness and about the righteousness of his group of followers also. It is about people who believe being abusive to others ( and who are too stupid to see how much it is costing everyone)makes them "winners" in something, when, in fact, everyone involved is losing, including the self deluded leader who is destroying himself in the process. It is about awakening to the reality of yourselves and your assumptions. It is about hate and contempt for people you don't even know but to whom you compare yourselves as if you did know. It is about making it all up as you go along in order to justify your group insanity. It is about believing you understand situations you know nothing about but are nevertheless certain that you know. It is about refusing to look any further for answers because of that arrogant certainty. It is about isolating and ignoring anyone who tries to tell you otherwise or has the unmitigated call to even suggest you are wrong. It is about projecting your own experience and judgements into the lives and experience of others in which you played no role at all. It is about basing these judgments on missing , distorted, or altered information which you receive from third parties who also played no part whatsoever in the "subject's" experience. It's about people who are motivated by the domination of others and who get what they want by giving up reason, crossing the line, and becoming unreasonable. It is about believing their lack of reason is acceptable behaviour and therefore, everything they do; lying, manipulating, setting people up etc is OK, since it is all just a "game" to them anyway. It is about seeing new opportunities to dominate, once you've got you conscience and any vestiges of your pesky integrity pushed out of the way by convincing yourself it is all meaningless anyway.
It is about using language in a way that is so abstract and vague, that the only way anybody can make any sense of it (which most people will try to do, isn't that right Marlene K.M.?) by making assumptions about what is meant, about good intentions, and about what aggressor's motivations might actually be, but will not be able to be proved concretely, one way or the other. ( or so it is assumed by the aggressor) It's about power, control of reality, and the practiced ability to successfully sidestep responsibility for your own mindless thinking and behaviour. It's about digging yourself into a hole so deep that you can never dig yourself out.
When you ultimately see it, you get a new understanding about both yourself and those others you were sure were your "inferiors" and which you may be surprised to discover actually understand more than you do. It is about recognizing that believing you are defining reality for all others who will only see what YOU intend them to see, and not what you do not, and believing that you have total control over everything that happens to you and/or them, is the biggest crock of self deluded excrement there is...
Which is WHY D.T., that recognizing your attitude for what it was, very early on, even before I understood your truly twisted intent, I chose to give you that little gift. Remember it? A box of "Nature's Remedy" and a latex glove "in case the dose was not big enough." (If you forget, as Julie Cooper to refresh your memory for you)Apparently, it wasn't big enough and it is going to take a much bigger dose of reality to move you (har har) and all of your retentive enablers as well..
I told the Homewood Corporation long ago, D.T. that you picked the wrong victim this time to play the assigned role opposite you aggressor. You see, D.T., my answer to the question, "Who would you rather be"? is "NEITHER ONE." No doubt this is a choice that has never occurred to you. Tell you what...I will get some bus drivers and Homewood staff members to repeat it all back to you so you will "think" you are "psychic." Or, perhaps, you will "think" that other people are "reading your mind" which will allow us to get you an intervention, and get you labeled as a genetic defective just like us nuts. Then you can play the game from our perspective and discover if it remains true in your new perspective on "reality" that you still believe there is no such thing as right or wrong, and that when forced out of your job and drugged into submission, all you need to do is shift your perspective, and all will be great in your talented, enlightened opinion. After all, all you have to tell yourself is that you are in total control of everything that has happened to you....and of course, you will be right, as always. Won't you?
It is pretty amazing isn't it?
There are two main types of people who the world's sociopaths find it the easiest to control.
1. The people who see themselves as "inferior" who follow the leader they see as their "superior", without question, for no other reason than he tells them they should.
and
2. The people who see themselves as "superior" and therefore too smart and beyond being the possibility of being conned by anyone.
It is the few who see themselves as equal to all others with whom the world's sociopaths have ethe most difficulty. This group is the one that must be invalidated by them because this is the one that threatens the sociopath's power over all the others.
You know you're right D.T. ( or should I call you Shakespeare?) though the concrete details change, the "Play" remains the same. The moral of this story might very well be, "Be careful what you wish for. You just might get it." Are you still having as much "fun" as you were before? Back then, one of the rumours going was that YOU had called the police on me and told them how scared you were. I don't know if that is true or not but don't worry about me now. I will keep the police notifed of all the possible dangers I represent to you, and why, so you can relax about it. That way, Maurice can observe me as I walk past him in the square, and see if I have that wild eyed look in my eye, readying myself to ask someone a question they don't like or perhaps try to tell a psychiatrist something he would rather not know. (which is the reason I had to be kept away from the public before you know.)
P.S. Yesterday, November 22, 2005
I hallucinated my own name coming out of the mouths of five different people who were strangers to me. Wow! What a persistent "delusion" I am having huh?
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