New Posts and Additions to Old Ones

If I expanded on anything that I have already written and posted, or added something new, I will place the Title of that post and the date of the addition here. You can use the Blog search engine on the home page to locate it as long as you copy the Title exactly.

Sunday, July 13, 2008
To Deny for July ...addtion August 7th and more to come on this post yet just to finish my July 'delusions'

Marching Madness 2009

Wednesday, June 25, 2008
A Spoonful of June

Completed May 31st 2008
What Blooms in May 2008


For my complete story on the conceptual level, click onto the Archives link, ''May, 2008". It is complete under that future date.

Patricia's Razor :(More to come on this series so stay tuned....It will be very plain language describing my ongoing experience here in Guelph. As I have told others, we can never be simple or plain spoken enough in this so I will soon add a more casual monosyllabic sort of tone to the story)

This article on "Nuts R Us" seems relevant to me and my own situation. Of course, I am just reading too much into things as always I'm sure.
http://pistachiopress.blogspot.com/2006/10/children-of-woodlands.html

For All of the Local Yokels

Let me put it to you this way; I am not 'the source'(as Dale would say, no doubt with a smirk no one else understood) of ANY of these 14 years worth of rumours or stories, true, half true or otherwise. Everyone else involved is now the collective 'source", starting with him, the guy who started it all in the first place.
I have never been talked to directly about any of this by anyone involved. What I have TRIED to tell them has been endlessly invalidated. You are STILL objectifying me fourteen years later.

By the way, I have sent my ex friend Myrna Goy a nice note, along with the blog address here, where she and others can get all the information they may be missing, which she can also pass along to Mary Goy, who can then share it all with all her co-workers involved at Homewood. Myrna can then continue to keep all the others informed as she has been doing all these years. Stand by Oxford Lodge employees and residents, and Upsdell's staff, Myrna has got her some more news!
I have likewise sent messages to Sharon Klimcosz, Blanche Duffy (former Homewood staff member and former supervisor Comcare) Ilona Rogers, also former Comcare staff now keeping the court offices people informed. Be sure to let Nancy know and the one with the glasses and good hair cut! They need to keep expressing their opinions too. I have sent notices to several other locals as well and a there's a new piece of news: apparently Artie (bus driver) and Jimmy and Dave H. and Tony all have some new details to share, so you might try cross examining them too. One of the newer blond women drivers has heard some news and others are discussing the "they were trying to make her believe she was psychic " version of my reality. The blond woman mentioned is one of the ones who were trying to find out exactly where I lived on a lunch break one day not all that long ago, with two other drivers. That was the day after a different one had stopped her bus when I got off and just sat there trying to see where I went. i believe she shared that attempt with one of the women who works at Riverside Glen (the one who also complained about coming home one day and finding her own landlord looking around in her bedroom)Of course, they STILL don't really get it, but as usual, they 'think' they do.
Anyway, for all the rest of the Guelphites involving themselves, these are the people to pump for more information, OR, you could just make yourself a nice cup of coffee and read all the chaotic poop right here.
Remember though, keep passing all that misinformation, assessments and judgements to everyone you know---while simultaneously denying it, of course.
remember too, the most important emotions for you to express in relation to me are contempt and disdain, while mocking and ridiculing ME as much as you can, for my 'failure' to 'let it go' , 'move on', and let everyone else, 'off the hook."

Remember Dale Tuck's training showed him how to have power over the 'item' of his choice, by creating this outcome as the predictable effects of "it's recreation." get all your jargon down properly now. I have. As his enablers, the most important thing you can do is keep the 'secrets' of Homewood staff and all the others they have involved, so none of them will have to get blamed for anything. That, and of course, blame the victim.

Of course, his leader would likely dispute that by saying it is just the way he 'chose' to hear that. That does not prove the leader MEANT it that way, does it? As I have stated many times this so called training is a demonstration of ITSELF.
This 'game' is about people getting their own way by being 'unreasonable.' It is also about people who 'validate themselves by invalidating the other point of view.' 'It' is about domination, aggressors and victims, manipulated groups and voyeurs in a 'snuff fantasy.'
Whether you hear being 'unreasonable'and the 'effects' it has on others (as demonstrated) as an instruction, revelation, or accusation, as about 'enlightenment' OR 'power,' depends upon what motivates the individual and who that individual REALLY is. For example, the sociopath might decide to use it for power by keeping the concepts hidden.
The abstract 'play' has a generic value. The people involved project INTO that vague fluid structure, their OWN experience of life, beliefs and values and all their own unresolved conflicts as well.They then make judgements about what it is and it's value based upon their subjective view of this, which they kid themselves of course, is really OBJECTIVE.
The contents of the game reads like the DSM or dysfunctional head games, or horoscopes.
It isn't science. It is more like a fortune telling con; or a 'psychic' con.

So I guess this leader is the true 'winner' in this 'game of life' isn't he? Unless of course, he only 'thinks' he's at the top, which is to assume their is no understanding higher than his and no power greater. You know, based upon my own experience, I can't help but suspect there actually IS something higher.
Of course, according to the Homewood staff that got sucked into this con the same as I did, I suffer from 'religiosity', so what would I know?