Mirroring It Back

This one is for the old 94/95 Homewood crew who worked on the Hamiltons (2 & 3) and on McKinnon. These are the folks who started the whole thing at my protagonist’s direction. It is a repeat message for them with a ‘hidden’ meaning, and it goes just like this:

“Proof! Some people going to call me up and tell me something I already know. Same people go crazy on me, say, “that’s not the deal we made. I’ve got to go; I’ve got to go.
Faith is an island in the setting sun but proof; now proof is the bottom line for everyone."
Paul Simon

It is BECAUSE he and you decided to deny the reality of our experience in this that you are all now getting it publicly. It is not like I have not given you many, many chances to resolve this privately. You chose, though, to abuse your power, manipulate and coerce me and deny your own responsibility. That’s your choice. MY choice though is to not let you get away with it, despite the power you have managed to hold over me. So now, I will explain it to you in detail, in public.

The people who are going to call me up and tell me something I already know and understand better than they do, are YOU people at Homewood, who did this and who have been pretending you didn’t do anything for which you need to accept responsibility ever since. I was trying to tell you what Dale was doing both on tape and also in person. You would not accept it either way. You thought you knew better and because you did you were sure that I was one who made no sense. So you proceeded with your attack on me. You decided you did not want to deal with this or acknowledge your part of this deal and pulled out in order to take care of your own interests at my expense. In other words, you all went crazy on me, then denied your own group madness and projected it onto me to get rid of it. You apparently feel no guilt about this at all since you continue to behave the same way and to justify and gossip about it to everyone you know, just as you already have. You want me to accept your diagnostics and beliefs based on “faith” but I am afraid I cannot do that as I know better. I want you to learn to behave better also so I will not pretend I DO NOT know what I know so that the whole group can keep up the delusion and predictable group subjective projection nor continue to indulge yourselves in this perverse group catharsis. It is time to get past accepting these labeling sessions based upon faith and time to start accepting the proof that you are wrong to do so.

This brand of ‘enlightenment’ is coming directly from your own victim whom you believe to be powerless and under your total control. It should not be all the difficult to understand the smirk on my protagonist’s face for when you are all doing your abusive acting out aimed at me for what you “Think” is going on, he is hearing in his head all of his training concepts and the effects of it which he also has experienced previously in his training sessions. My experience of it was not something I paid for but rather what I also have experienced previously in the ‘game’ of life. Are you getting it yet, you overbearing know it alls? Have you figured out what the concept, “It’s about your righteousness” means yet? If not, why don’t you ask Dale to explain that one to you?

Ultimately you see what goes around DOES come around, (as many of you are o fond of saying)Now, you can stayed tuned to “Patricia’s Razor.” That post title is going to be expanded now and cut right to the heart of the matter here in this city. It is going to be sharp and blunt at the same time. Though the specific naming of names won’t be part of “Patricia’s Razor”, some very specific details will be there and those of you have acted this out will be sure to recognize yourselves in it, even if you don’t admit it and keep right on with the righteous indignation bit. If you think this is anger, then congratulations on your finely tuned ability to detect that. No doubt you will still be pleased to be able to invalidate it as not as ‘real’ as your own.

“Ockham’s, Werner’s or Patricia’s Razor all mean pretty much the same thing. When trying to solve a problem ( or mystery) the simplest answer is often the right one. So, I will simplify this for all of those who remain mystified by their own behaviour, irrational thinking and judgments mad without evidence.

Since late 1994, while under attack by the psychiatric hospital staff and the public which they themselves involved, I have been telling them that it is the bombardment of the multiple versions of reality and the constant contradictions which were causing me to disconnect from concrete reality. I also told them it was the psychological isolation and the lack of genuine direct communication that was exacerbating that.

In December 2006, I REMAIN in psychological isolation, bombarded by multiple versions of my ‘assessed’ reality and by non stop contradiction. Not ONE person has offered GENUINE, direct communication. Nevertheless, they continue to evaluate me and the situation amongst themselves, while they continue to deny the behaviour to anyone who may ask about it.
I stay sane now because I found the book revealing the contents of my protagonist’s ‘secret’ game.’ The concepts revealed with it, were a match for my concrete experience with him and those he involved. It is laid out there like script.

There is no communication with me at all, even though I am the one who understands it the best. As is said in my protagonist’s training, "It’s about communication.’’
That’s right; and as I have openly stated to one and all involved, “you are objectifying me.”
I am not an OBJECT of observation and assessment. I am a person. You don’t know WHO I am because you don’t talk directly to me.
Four Foot Newsflash:

“That’s her. She doesn’t have any hard feelings towards them at all.”

When did I say that, to whom, and how is it that this stranger to me knows how I feel?

Old Newsflash:
I was sent cable T.V. anonymously, allegedly as part of my ‘psychic testing’ in 95-96.
If anyone reading this knows WHO did that, and what role Dr. Reid Finlayson may have played in it (along with anyone else) please contact me here, at the e-mail address listed under ‘about me” , or the city Police service, or Crime Stoppers if you prefer to be anonymous.

This also applies if you have any other rumours to report about me or in relation to this case. I need names and first hand information to prove my own case. I cannot use all the rumours being acted out for obvious reasons and also because they are regarded legally as ‘hearsay.’ I will add any more “Newsflashes” which I think may be significant on to this post.

I also intend to add a lot of detail to “Patricia’s Razor” as a presentation of this reality from MY point of view.

If anyone knows a good lawyer who is willing to take my case on a contingency basis and who is not so concerned about his or her career that he or she is afraid to stand up to the power of Homewood and the University, please let him or her know of my ‘fascinating case’ as spelled out here and that I now have a great deal of concrete evidence to back up my claim for personal damages. I can be contacted though this blog’s e-mail at any time.

As is said in the nurse’s special training, “It is about responsibility.”
I do so want 'game boy' and all his friends at Homewood to be sure to get the point of this from the OTHER side of its meaning.

No one involved in this is going to ‘pretend’ anything, or abuse their power by doing so and by coercing, manipulating or threatening me because I refuse to ‘pretend’
that I do not know they are in fact, ‘pretenders.’

Though the Patricia’s Razor part of this won’t have all the names of individuals, it will have all the other juicy details which will allow you to really feel the part you are currently missing, almost as I have had to feel it myself for all this time. So stay tuned.